Aion Dream

The home of my soul

I had a real terrifying nightmare last night…I woke up so scared and with tears on my chicks…and what was strangest about it was that Carnelia was in it…and it was like she was trying to sent me a massage through this horrible dream…I need to calm down…I was never this terrified in my life…

Yesterday I had a dream about Carnelia…everything in it was like in an old movie…she was a mysterious lady on the beach…I have a feeling that this dream meant something very important to me…why I keep thinking about her?…even in my dreams…who is she my lord ?…please Azphel bring me the answer…

Yesterday I was sent to Katalam Heavenly Falls to collect Pure Holy Water for new Fenris recruits purification ceremony. I can’t get enough of Katalam beautiful nature.I feel really connected to Aion when I am surrounded with all of his wonders. I took some of the water for Wolferio. I hope it will help him heal faster.I want him to be cured and strong again. I am dreaming of us fighting side to side…may the Azphel shadow guide us and may Aion help us…

"Dear Trinith,

How are you dear? I haven’t heard from you for a long time now.

 I hope you are ok.

In my life everything is great. Last week I traveled on battleship Habrok to Tiamaranta.I had a mission to collect some Magical Unicorn Tears in Edendel . We will use them in our newest healling potions for troops in Katalam. My music as always did the gerat job and this beautiful lake was so amazing that didn’t want to levae it.

Please write to me soon because  I am worring about you.

With love


Elegant mistress of the lake how
you dance with beauty, you spread
your wings outwards to show those
why you wear the crown, you feathers
always whiter than the clouds.

You are the queen that others do
follow, pure in colour and agressive…
in sound, if other do not show you
the respect the queen of the
lake, sentenced to the shore
never to swim in the deep, only shallow
waters aslong as the queen is around.

Elegant queen of the lake always
dressed in your white gown, those who
respect you always beaks lowered,
for you show your wings feathers
stretched out, to show all around
the majasty that is the swan the lake
queen in her pure white gown…”


She walks in beauty, like the night

   Of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that’s best of dark and bright

   Meet in her aspect and her eyes:

Thus mellow’d to that tender light

   Which heaven to gaudy day denies.


One shade the more, one ray the less,

   Had half impair’d the nameless grace

Which waves in every raven tress,

   Or softly lightens over her face;

Where thoughts serenely sweet express

   How pure, how dear their dwelling place.


And on that cheek, and over that brow,

   So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,

The smiles that win, the tints that glow,

   But tell of days in goodness spent,

A mind at peace with all below,

   A heart whose love is innocent!

                              -Lord Byron

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Wolferio (name of wounded man I take care of in the hospital) is still not felling very well…his recovery is slow and very painful for him and stressful for me… That’s why I needed a little break from the work at the hospital.

I traveled to Gelkmaros to release  some steam by kicking some Balaur buts…I tested in action the Ancient Deava fighting technique I was practicing those last months…It felt great…after that kind of sparring session I can handle another load of emotions…I hope Lord Azphel will listen to my prays and save my love for me…

Lately we’ve been receiving reports from all over Asmodae that our Deavas are becoming weaker with every day. Those news where bothering me a lot so I decided to volunteer as a Nurse in the “CODE RED” health campaign.

I started to help at medical camps in all over Asmodae and I was doing very well. Actually so well that our lead Doctor sent me to work in Shugo Hospital in Denaria where doctors had their hands full of work and could use a help.

Then one day when work was going surprisingly slow I experienced my first very dangerous case. A male deava run into clinic door with and arrow in his left side…It wasn’t looking very well. I helped him to walk in…then he had a surgery..but when we woke up he was still feeling very dizzy…I stood by him every night for two weeks. And then after all this care I began to develop feelings for him…I knew I shouldn’t…my heart was in danger…but I couldn’t help it…I fall in love with him…he is still in bad shape…doctor said that his wound is infected and that it is not healing very well..I pray to Azphel every day to save him…I hope the danger will pass soon…I hope….

"Dear Trinith,

As I promised I am writing to you from Denaria.

While i was exploring these lands I’ve made some friends on the way.

We where capturing some camps together and I must admit that I had a great time this past week.

In each and every day I am finding more and more strength in myself.

I hope that your training in those ancient fighting style you wrote me about helped you be yourself again.

May the Azphel Shadow be with you ,

With love Kyanite.

P.S I will write again soon. “

I have been very busy lately…I decided to rediscover myself by studying ancient deava fighting style…It is very tough and it requires maximum concentration and  self control…I need it to do it…I want to find myself again…and prepare for the truth I am about to discover…

(for all my followers:

I have been working on my own website

for quite some time now that’s why I am not so active on tumblr…

but the good news is that I can finally present you the page: -

feel free to visit it and write to me about your thoughts

it is still work in progress so any advise will be welcomed ,

I love you all and thank you for all of your support

With all best wishes to all of you


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